“I sat in my usual nook, and looked at him with the light of the girandoles on the mantelpiece beaming full over him….” (Charlotte Brontë, Jane Eyre)

saturday night’s concert was a blast, and im seriously happy that veronica’s able to come. She’s so cute! After that, had supper with jz, magnum and LOTS OF BREAD… mmmf.

thurs, fri, sat’s gonna be hectic from morn to night.

i wasted my morning! woke up at 4!!! and got bombarded by msges god i need a new phone it lags everytime i open one. :/

gosh, the only free day i have’s today and jiahui’s waitinggggg for me at lj’s naooo.

(hope she doesnt know im blogging)teehee.

oh, watched  “A Christmas Carol” on Mon. althought emer, jo, felicia found it boring.

but dicken’s really a talented writer.

I’m glad Old Scrooge didnt die. (:

chilled out at emer’s house. whoa, i didnt know fei xiong’s mee goreng so nice.

and and and, DDR’s crazy. i honestly think that the floor’d break or something. but im starting to love it, (although it’s giving me muscle aches and sprained toes)

jo’s seriously the PRO. :/

okayy, im flying offff zzz.

6AAAAAA XMAS PARTY!

i want my turkey lah ):

嘉敏加油！

HAHA going jurong with kajun later :O wheeeee science centreeee!

21 oct, cant wait! (:

Upright, they stand.

Aristotle is an interesting man.

But too bad only a third of his works remain.

Imagination is the “movement which results upon an actual sensation”. It is the holding up of the image of sensation before the heart, and the retention of the image, of course, memory.

Sick, again.

The poppies stood in the dramatic sunset, flailing a wild array of colours..

It’s hard to understand human nature.

It’s amazing how philosophers seem to predict every single move we make in the future.

Perhaps, we arent so special after all.

It’s all a cycle.

Blank,

Blank,

Blank.

mid autumn, one of the prettiest festivals of all.

Brought back memories of last year, where the 玉兔escaped to our class, reeking of sweat. Had fun making mooncakes together, singing together in the moonlight.

It’s a different thing this year, everyone’s busy with preparations for examinations. Who’d truly take the time to stare at the sky, to marvel and sigh at the same time?

Anyway, felt a momentarily sense of loss today.

I lost something.

Something so deep and valuable.

Something that reached far into my heart,

twisted it, stabbed it and then grabbed it away.

No, it’s not love. It’s something much more than that.

It was neglect on my part,

I’m really sorry.

and I miss you.

Laughing with you.

Working together with you.

Eating with you.

Curling up beside you, hearing your gentle snores.

Here’s a chocolate laden with gems for you.

I’m not expecting you to come back.

I dare not hope to.

All i can do, is to watch you from afar,

smile to myself.

When I was weary of the world,

you cushioned me.

When I fell, you gave me support.

Because of a blunder, i condemned you.

I suck.

But you’ll always be a memory in my heart.

No one can replace you, no, not even zongyi.

Continue shining and bringing light to others.

I’ve grown.

Keeping you to myself is selfish.

You’re free.

The only thing that’s constant is change.

I changed, you changed, we changed, the world changes.

Let’s all change for the better, i hope.

ahhh, enough of that.

Wrote a song a few days ago…

man im gonna learn the elect. guitar soon, i think it doesnt sound as nice on the piano..

[Ten Seconds]

Played the piano

Cleared my phone

Saw your message

Touched your comb.

Cried a tear,

Cant sleep here,

Ridden with fear,

Wish you were near.

Took for granted, what i had.

Running in circles, feeling sad.

*chorus

If i knew i’d hold you for ten seconds more,

Why did you leave me to fall?

If i knew i’d kiss you for ten seconds more,

and now there’s not even a call.

My heart feels so painful and raw.

I need a holiday.

Daddy’s delicious Canele cakes. more cakes from Canele.. yum.

These are from breadtalk, Canele’s taste better! *greedypig smile*

Pretty pink roses

Thank you 4G! <3

the sweetest one, from zongyi of course! ^^

hospital food. nay. ><

the sunflower from jianzhong  that accompanied me for two nights in the hospital. it wilted! ):

say hello to denise’s cute marriot cupcake!! it was gobbled up shortly by my hungry brother to sustain his pangs. ):

yeahp~! that concludes the dreaded hospitalization leave, of course i left some of the things out. like for example, the picture of the shit from the two shitty people. >< and the gummy bears and merci chocs cos it was gobbled up. ^^

im on my road to recovery~ i can even run to class when the bell rings.

TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY!

selamat hari raya to everyone!!!! ^^ mmm lovely pastries to munch on~

love my neighbours <3

oops i gotta go.):

perf at tsc and mom’s nagggging ahhh.

tata!

i would never wanna lose this feeling

i dont wanna spend a moment apart

cos

you bring out the best in me

like no one else can do

that’s why im by your side,

that’s why i love you.

Hey, I’m back.

will post pictures of my hospitalization leave soon.

Thanks to those who left messages and who came to visit during this time.

will dedicated a special post to commemorate this. (haha Denise i will post the picture of the marriot cupcake my bro chomped off! lol)

患难见真情…

I finally understood this chinese phrase now. I would like to specially thank Annie, my dearest ywd ldr. You rushed down in the middle of the night to visit me despite your hectic schedule. I will never forget this, dear.

Thank you JianZhong  for rushing down to accompany me during lonely mornings in the hospital and also your beautiful sunflower, although the petals fell off when i got discharged.

And Jilly, for visiting, for your kisses, and for your gummy bears, and always being there and supporting me when i felt wobbly.

Thankyou D for stopping by to catch me on time before i got discharged, and for the delicious cupcake(although i only ate a bite omg!)

And auntie sinchoo, auntie helen, evon,keenyan,for the nutritious 补品 hahaha!

And thanks to my two quirky friends, EUNICELIM and LAOCHONG.

who gave me a piece of shit, like 5 days ago -.-

which was supposedly meant as my get well soon present.

And to 4G, thank your so much for all your yellow love letters! they were really really touching. the most touching was from zongyi lah, of course.

haha, okay i dont wanna talk about it today.

shall post the things that i wanna say with the pics in the next post, okay.

**

Sept hols left in a breeze.

haha, i love mugging with elmocakes and jojona. (although we spent most of our time drinking tea and eating. -.-)

All in all, I had a productive week.

I really have to thank Mdm Loh, Mr Seow and Mr Teo for taking their time to give me extra lessons in school. (cannot fail these subs! >< )

and eunicelim, i love teadot okay. it’s a good mugging place. next time must bring jacket. hees.

aaaah piano exam is next wed and i have an upcoming performance for the WDs on the 20th omg i havent rehearsed!!!!! ):

okay, i gotta go.

loads to prepare

so little time.

jinkai says:

haha its kay

dreams arent real

thank goodness

[let the keys play.] says:

ya lorh. phew. i can imagine your spiky hair poking me every morning lah

so undesirable…

lol

jinkai says:

hahaha

eh wad lor

i dont spike my hair at home

-.-

so its soft and fluffy

haha

and i smell damn nice kay

looool

jinkai smells nicer than me. o.o

                                                   4G I love you.

I will miss you.

And i hope that each of you will remember what i’ve said.

love you girls!

not forgetting these two horny cheekos that’re always by my side..

and also..

joanna poynter, im so sorry i cant bellydance with you for the next one month. ):

and my dearest sister, annie.

thank you so much for your golden words of wisdom!

and also to,

my dearest hubby, for his constant encouragement and his shoulder on the way home from mandai orchid farm. >< (thanks to the guys for their matchmaking hurhur!)

also, i would like to know whose hand that was.

(i’ll specially thank you! lolol)

back to serious stuffs,

i was really really nervous when i spoke in front of the class.

and was surprised that 4G becamse so quiet that we can hear the fans blow.

4G, 加油！

be the playwright of your own victory.

haha, and please, if u all wanna visit, do wait till i remove all my stitches lah! dont wanna let u all see my unglam-pukey face.

esp. zongzong. ^^

im scared. i am really scared. im not denying it.

but with all of you here,

i think im gonna have the courage after all.

how ironical. I’ve been having cravings for gummy bears for a very longg time, after i bought a pack and ate with jillian last sun. thanks cathariine for the beatific shot.

I am sad.

and im not okay.

but thankyou all who cared.

(esp smail,les,jilly,eu,yj,bigD,cs,jp,tw,gill,chloe,jz,wq,sandy,aaron)

 [EDIT] and daniel lim yong en, the angel from my nightmare, who decided to be my slave for the entire month by carrying my bag. *gives you 5 peanuts as deposit* [/EDIT]

i’ve been having recent nightmares of scary docs with big scissors and knives cutting me up.

im scared.

i hope i can dance after the surgery.

it’s my only way of release.

anyway, i am gonna try to study and cram for as much as i can before the surgery so that i can prepare enough for eoys. (i hope i can remember)

Saturday is a day worth looking forward to, dates with three people. enough to make me smile.

                                                           -William Shakespeare.

fancy a strawberry anyone?

homosquirrel takes beauti(<3)ful pictures.

surgery on tuesday. hopefully it’ll solve everything.

once and for all.

it’s not that i dont want you.

it’s just that i dont have the time for all these anymore.

sorry.

hahaha! happy times at teoheng! (:

 i think jk looks like octi here! so cute^^

yes, yijing’s the only normal one.

aah, realised that yj didnt take much pictures with us.

she took pictures OF us.

im so sorry guys.

with 3 more days of mc, i’ll be staying at home.

felt seriously super guilty for letting them do all the write-up.

I OWE U ALL DRINKSSSSS! *claim them here*

haha,

okay, off to rest.

felt happier staring at the photos.

we looked so happy.

but as jinkai says, :” looks can be deceiving.”

also,

play improvisation by sander curtis.

it’ll make u mad.

good night.

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dan. says:

hahahaha

no la

dont be scared!

it’ll be alright

[belly hop.] says:

it wont be alright without you.. ):

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