Just don’t take forever.

October 26, 2009 at 1:58 pm (Uncategorized)

sunset Upright, they stand.

Aristotle is an interesting man.

But too bad only a third of his works remain.

Imagination is the “movement which results upon an actual sensation”. It is the holding up of the image of sensation before the heart, and the retention of the image, of course, memory.

Sick, again.

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I need an alibi.

October 18, 2009 at 7:54 am (Uncategorized)

3610199903_50eb8c676aThe poppies stood in the dramatic sunset, flailing a wild array of colours..

It’s hard to understand human nature.

It’s amazing how philosophers seem to predict every single move we make in the future.

Perhaps, we arent so special after all.

It’s all a cycle.

Blank,

Blank,

Blank.

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ten seconds more.

October 2, 2009 at 4:43 pm (Uncategorized)

lanterns mid autumn, one of the prettiest festivals of all.

Brought back memories of last year, where the 玉兔escaped to our class, reeking of sweat. Had fun making mooncakes together, singing together in the moonlight.

It’s a different thing this year, everyone’s busy with preparations for examinations. Who’d truly take the time to stare at the sky, to marvel and sigh at the same time?

Anyway, felt a momentarily sense of loss today.

I lost something.

Something so deep and valuable.

Something that reached far into my heart,

twisted it, stabbed it and then grabbed it away.

No, it’s not love. It’s something much more than that.

It was neglect on my part,

I’m really sorry.

and I miss you.

Laughing with you.

Working together with you.

Eating with you.

Curling up beside you, hearing your gentle snores.

chocolate! Here’s a chocolate laden with gems for you.

I’m not expecting you to come back.

I dare not hope to.

All i can do, is to watch you from afar,

smile to myself.

When I was weary of the world,

you cushioned me.

When I fell, you gave me support.

Because of a blunder, i condemned you.

I suck.

But you’ll always be a memory in my heart.

No one can replace you, no, not even zongyi.

Continue shining and bringing light to others.

I’ve grown.

Keeping you to myself is selfish.

You’re free.

The only thing that’s constant is change.

I changed, you changed, we changed, the world changes.

Let’s all change for the better, i hope.

ahhh, enough of that.

Wrote a song a few days ago…

man im gonna learn the elect. guitar soon, i think it doesnt sound as nice on the piano..

[Ten Seconds]

Played the piano

Cleared my phone

Saw your message

Touched your comb.

Cried a tear,

Cant sleep here,

Ridden with fear,

Wish you were near.

Took for granted, what i had.

Running in circles, feeling sad.

*chorus

If i knew i’d hold you for ten seconds more,

Why did you leave me to fall?

If i knew i’d kiss you for ten seconds more,

and now there’s not even a call.

My heart feels so painful and raw.

I need a holiday.

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